Not My Will, Francena H. Arnold

Headstrong Eleanor Stewart discovers strange mishaps did cross the paths of those who try to manage their lives to please themselves. Grief and despair drive this willful young heiress to seek peace in work, in love, in self-denial - but her quest is in vain until she surrenders her life to Jesus Christ competely. Gradually she learns to claim strength and grace and courage to tread the way in Which Christ leads - even though her trials have not ended